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Emotional SpinningAs I sit here in the nursery, I am feeling two very different emotions. First, I am feeling excited that my daughter and son will be with us in 38 days. The thought of having them here brings such a feeling of joy to my life that I have never felt before. (the only comparable moment was when I looked into Christy's eyes and said "I do.") The anticipation grows more each day.The other emotion I feel is a fear. I fear for their health. I fear for our ability to raise them properly. I fear for the well-being of my wife and I. I fear that at any moment between now and then we will have a doctor appointment where we find out something is wrong. These thoughts cycle through my head on a daily basis. It's tough to be strong when there is such a difference between these two emotions. I feel like a spinning top that has two weights tied to it on opposite sides. These weights cause there to be no room for anything in between these two extremes. I look forward to the day they arrive. At that time, I suspect there will be so many weights tied to the top that it will cause a re-balance of it. (archived news...) |
About Me
My name is Joe Malinowski (also known as DeGoat11). I was born on June 21, 1980 in Chicago, Illinois. I have been married to my wife Christy since the end of October 2006. I have my Bachelor's Degree, as well as my Master's degree from Northern Illinois University in computer science. I enjoy bowling, baseball, and football. I am even the administrator of my very own Football Office Pool. (My Beliefs...)
About this Site
Welcome to my Web Site. Please let me know what you think of it. I'm still developing it, and trying to learn more and more each day. I've had my own web site for about 8 years now. I used to use Frontpage and various other web design tools, however I now stick to using Crimson Editor. I find that it gets much easier to fix problems when you actually look at the code, instead of what Microsoft tells you is there.